LOVE LETTER -XXVII- ( For Everybody who was fall inlove )

Dearest,

It is very important for me to express to you how much you really mean to me. I wish I could do this in person while holding you in my arms and gazing into your eyes. But since we are physically separated by miles of emptiness, this expression must come in the form of letters such as this.

I cannot put in words how I feel about you when I see you walk by. These intense feelings will never go away until I can have you in my arms, and that you realize that there is only one woman for you and it is me. Everyday, I hope that you will come into my life and tell me how you feel because what I feel for you exists only inside my heart. You are the only man that can understand me, and you can only reach it; I give you the key, please unlock what you know can be the love you can only dream of. You are beautiful and I can't help but fall for you deeper every day. I can only hope that the day will arrive when you look deep into my eyes and you tell me what I have been waiting to hear: that you love me the same way I'm thinking of you always.

LOVEFOREVER

TRY TO BE STRONG

I stand in front of the mirror
And wipe the fog away
My vision is still hazy
From ridding myself this way

My hair is all in tangles
My eyes are filled with tears
I wipe the warm tears away
As if trying to rid myself of my fears

I'm ashamed of what I have done
But it hurts me even more
I can't make myself stop doing it
Even though I know what's in store

It has taken over my mind
It is eating away at my soul
My throat burns with anger
While my stomach growls even more

I am still looking in the mirror
Yet I don't know who I see
All that I know
Is this sad sight couldn't be me

I grip the edge of the counter
So tightly that my knuckles turn white
I want to scream out in anger
At this ugly sight

It's your fault I hiss
That I do this to myself
If only you didn't look this way
I would be in better health

I cover the image in the mirror
With the palm of my hand
And notice a cut on my finger
That I never knew I had

I grab my hand in anger
Or is it more like fright
I'm just so shocked
To see this sight

I laugh and then I cry
Then crumble to the floor
Suddenly aware of my problem
Like I never was before

How did this happen to me?
How did I become a statistic?
I thought that I was strong,
I thought I was better than that

My head throbs in anger
My throat burns with pain
My finger loses a drop of blood
And Nothing is what I have gained

LOVE LETTER -XXVI- ( For Everybody who was fall inlove )

Hello honey....

I know it is difficult for you, as it is for me, to be separated for so long. Life seems to be full of trials of this type which test our inner strength, and more importantly, our devotion and love for one another. After all, it is said that "True Love" is boundless and immeasurable and overcomes all forms of adversity. In truth, if it is genuine, it will grow stronger with each assault upon its existence.

Fir..., our love has been assaulted many times, and I am convinced that it is true because the longer I am away from you, the greater is my yearning to be with you again. I cherish any thought of you, prize any memory of you that rises from the depths of my mind, and live for the day when our physical separation will no longer be.

I've tried my best a thousand times to tell you what I want. I want you to be happy. Really happy. Independently happy. I want that because I love you, a concept I don't believe you've totally grasped. You see love in desperation and need. You think love can be measured by how much time two people want to spend together (every moment is ideal) and by who needs who the most........?????
I see love measured in deeds done and in being the best we can be for ourselves and each other.

There's no way you'll ever be strong with me in your life. Something about me makes you want to be weak, and therein lies our problem. I keep worrying that by cutting you out completely, I'll be burning the bridge I so desperately believe will one day lead us back to each other. I know that's not really true; I know that, given past experiences, nothing ever ends for real. Love never really dies all the way. Not in me, anyways. I love you and I believe that you'll do it; you'll open up... You'll stop letting your mom or your crappy friends define who you are. You'll be that most handsome, perfect man I fell in love with. If you don't... if you don't, I guess it wasn't meant to be.

Stay strong Fir.... If things get much worse between us, I'll be pushing further off yet. I don't see how they won't get worse, but, as always, I'll stick it out until it's too unbearable to deal with. If you hate me, you hate me. Maybe I deserve it for wanting you to be something you may not be.

Until that moment arrives, I send to you across the miles, my tender love, my warm embrace, and my most passionate kiss.
I love you and take care.

Love always....

-LOVEFOREVER-

LOVE LETTER -XXV- ( For Everybody who was fall inlove )

Dear Fir.......

I didn't realize until now just how badly I mishandled our relationship and my feelings for you. By being apart, I quickly learned that you were everything I ever wanted and by being so afraid of losing you, I ended up chasing you away by scaring the heck out of you. It wasn't until now that I've realized that instead of complaining about the time I didn't have with you, I should've cherished the time I did have, because it was real and filled with affection. I didn't realize until now ....

I was never alone when we were apart, because just as you were on my mind, I was likely on yours. It wasn't until now that I've realized how special it was to hear your voice even just once a day, let alone several times a day, instead of pouting that you may have fallen asleep without calling first.HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR....and I will never forget you. I hope you still think of me too.....

What I do miss is the feeling behind the way you always stared at me and kissed my hand in the car. The way we looked into each other's eyes and spoke without saying a word. The way you trusted me with your heart and I trusted you with mine. The way you wrote I love you on a steamy window or mirror only to show up again and again for me to see when we were apart. The way you signed to me that you loved me or snuck a kiss or hug in while the pupil weren't watching. The way we wrestled while tickling each other. honey, I could go on and on but you know what I'm saying. Yes, it's the little things I miss the most. The little things that I so recklessly took for granted. All the other was purely a bonus that I overreacted on, eventually destroying "Us."

The promise I made to you is a promise that I will keep forever no matter what. You will always hold a special place in my heart. Even though I'm here and a thousand miles a part, I seem to end up with you. You've set the bar very high for me and that's a good thing because I refuse to settle for less than the standard you've set. I so applaud you for making that move because at the very least, I regained a friend. One that means the world to me.

Before I close I want to sincerely say one last thing straight from my heart .. I realize now what I miss the very most is you!

Forever my love,

-LOVEFOREVER-

LOVE LETTER -XXIV- ( For Everybody who was fall inlove )

Dear Fir....

There are no words to express the gratitude I feel in my heart, that our hearts have come to dwell together, as one. You are my life, my heart, my soul. You are my best friend. You are my one true love. The day we met was fate. Our lives intertwining was fate. You are my destiny. I love you more today than I did yesterday, and I'll love you more tomorrow than I do today. Loving you is the only thing that makes life worth living.

Please forgive me for all the hurt that I have caused you in the past; I love you and I always will until I die. Hopefully, when that day comes, I will still have you by my side and you will be that last angel face I see. I will be able to hold you in my arms one last time and tell you how much I love you and how much you really mean to me.

Since the day we met, I've grown so deeply in love with you. Day by day, my love for you becomes so overwhelming till I can't handle it when I don't see or talk to you for even one day! You make me feel wonderful. You give me strength when I just can't carry on. You make me smile and laugh a lot and I truly treasure that.

I apologize straight from the heart for ignoring and being rude to you whenever you make an attempt to make me feel better when we're done quarreling. You are a very patient man, and I thank you for that. I don't ever want to take advantage of your patience, not ever. I know I over react a lot, and I'm sorry.

You are the most wonderful thing that has EVER happened to me. I thought that I would never find a love that is as strong as yours before. But now that we've found each other, I've changed my mind. You are the person I want to spend the rest of my life with, the person I want to get along the way, the person I want to have a happiness, and the person whom I want to grow old with. Honey, you complete me. You make my life so brilliant and I don't know how else to repay you but to love, care and support you more and more. You're the star in my sky - the one and only star. You make me feel beautiful, very beautiful. Thank you for giving me your all.

I can never imagine how it would be like if we were to lose each other. I don't even want to think of it, Honey, all I want to think of is you. You are the love of my life. May God bless your beautiful soul. From the bottom of my heart, I love you.

Love always,

-LOVEFOREVER-

LOVE LETTER -XXIII- ( For Everybody who was fall inlove )

Dear Fir....

My love, I can not stand this. It is just too hard to be away from you. I am usually okay, but at times like this (especially tonight) it just becomes too much to bear. I can not sleep tonight from thinking of you.

I just have to tell you, Fir, to share with you that sacred part of my inner, secret life, the thoughts I think that everyone has but does not always say. I know that sometimes pride gets in the way of expressing emotions. I believe that is the cause of my reticence in telling you how I feel sometimes, that and the fact that passion in an extreme state can be scary, you almost just want to shut it away for fear that it will eventually destroy you. I think of my feelings, my love for you not with craving or with hope or even desire, but just with a kind of wonder that such things could be. You have opened my eyes to how love should feel. I can promise you this, I will never again settle for less.

But, at this time in both of our lives, we are surrounded by possibilities of choice, open doors and wide horizons, which I know, may come between us. But I also know and hope that they could eventually bring us together, with both of us being better people for the time we spent apart. And so for now I function between maybe and maybe not. It's a strange mixture of love and sorrow and hope and longing and faith. And even though you are far away, you're all that I can see, I carry you with me through all my days and I miss you more than I can say. Also, Fir...., remember this - I love you no less than if you were right here now.

I know I have a tendency to be impetuous at times - thus the reason for this letter. I think I will mail it now, before I consider what you might think of it. I love you and am waiting for the day when I can feel your arms around me again.

Love always,

LOVEFOREVER

DESTINY OF LOVE IS A LIFE JOURNEY

Love is made by two people,
You can give without loving.....
but you cannot love without giving.....
Love makes the wildest spirit tame.

People love others not for who they are
but for how they make them feel...
love like you'll never be hurt,
sing like no one's listening,
live like it's heaven on earth.

Love is not a matter of counting the years
it's making the years count.
Love creates an "us" without
destroying a "me"

The best proof of love is trust.
The first duty of love is to listen.
The greatest pleasure of life is love

We waste time looking for the perfect lover
instead of creating the perfect love
Love is an energy
it can neither be created
nor destroyed.
It just is and always will be,
giving meaning to life and direction to goodness...
Love will never die.

True love stories never have endings
Where there is love there is life
Life is a journey, and love is what
makes that journey worthwhile

I believe that two people are connected at the heart,
and it doesn't matter what you do,
or who you are or where you live;
there are no boundaries or barriers
if two people are destined to be together."