LOVE LETTER -XXXI- ( For Everybody who was fall inlove )

Dear Fir...

I have given all my love to you, but what do I get in return? A broken heart......????...Or along life happiness...??? I gave you my life and do you know you will killed me day by day when I get loss your LOVE..??

I have given you my heart, and one day in the future do you will stomp on it like a doormat.....????I have given you my dignity and do you took advantage of my broken heart and played with my emotions..???I gave you all the trust and do you misused it..??If you ask me what I wish..I could make things happen as what I want..in my life...I want to be with you and I hope this nightmare to be over..

I want to cry and scream...I want to tell you mostly and I hate that I'm so afraid of everything..I hate that you're the one thing, I want the most but I cant have you.I hate that you let me go before I got to say goodbye and wish that you would come back to me.I wish I were strong enough to say goodbye to you and I wish I could believe my own lies I use to cover up the pain you left...You asked me....If I can leave you....If I can forget you.....Honestly ....I can't leave you in fact of my LOVE............

I know ....when that things happen ....I want to sleep but my dreams haunt me with you in them....I can't seem to find a way out...What should I do...?? How do I stop this misery...????How do I solve this mystery..???....I know I can't find anyone to make me feel the way you do...The way you look at me...the way you say my name...the sound of your voice when you tell me that you care....I love you so much that why I think I'm going to die with this pain that haunts day and night......How can I forget you ...???? If the only LOVE I know is you....How can I move on..?? If life is not the same without you...I want to brake free and move on but I think I’ll be doing something wrong.....

I want to loose my memory so I no longer think of you...I want to go so far ..so I no longer have to see you.....
And that time I want to pull my aching heart and tear it piece by piece....So I no longer love you.....
How do I mend a broken heart...??...My entire world has fallen apart...How do I find hope in a brand new day...when the one I LOVE has gone away...??My mind overflows with memories of you...of all that we've shared, all that we knew.I long for your touch and your warm embrace, the look in your eyes, the smile on your face...I know..I will cry for all that miss......My heart knows to love only you, it won't let go, what do I do...???

Our moments together were precious and few, but I cherished them all more than you knew...
I LOVE you and always will....I LOVE you then and LOVE you still....................

Just once more to feel whole...show me you love me....whole heartedly and undoubtedly....
Give me reason to believe...that we were meant to be....
Give me hope and understanding...these are just some of what I need.....

LOVE ME AS YOU CAN BE...
YOUR...HEART...
-LOVEFOREVER-