MY Real and True Heart

Dear love,

Here it is for the whole world to see!  I LOVE YOU!!!!   

Long gone are the days of nervousness and impetuousness. I don’t care who knows that I love you because it is real and it is true.  I do not doubt your love for me either. I only worry that eternity will run out before I have earned it. 

I only want to live forever loving you.  Yesterday is a beautiful dream and tomorrow is my soul’s wish. Here I am, looking out over the immensity of my life, and of all of its challenges and choices and I see this one clear thing… my love for you.  It is the only decision in my life that has made total and complete sense.  I see your handsome face and sweet smile and everything falls into place, peacefully and easily. Loving you makes my life make sense. It completes the puzzle of my soul.

There is nothing more beautiful than this love I feel for you, my true love. And so I am here at this place I never believed existed; created by the simple tone of your voice and the love in your laughter. I have crossed over into a love only designed in dreams and written about by the world’s most cherished poets. Your love has awakened me and moved me across time to spend my life loving you.  

I love you with all that I was.  

I love you with all that I am.  

#Loveforeverana

FOR TRUE LOVE

Dear Love,

You're always lighting up my heart with the things you do and say. I feel so happy just being 
with you this way. You're my love  and will forever be my love. You will always be the love of 
my life. Every time I think of you my heart misses a beat. You're my theme for a dream.
Every moment we share together we grow closer. I'm simply hanging by a moment, waiting 
to see you again. 
I thought after you left, you would fade away from my mind, but...... still 
everyday I wake up dreaming of our time together. I will never forget you. I hope you still 
think of me too. I love you with all that I am, all that I was and all that I will ever be.
Please know that my love and I are inseparable and I would want it no other way and 
if time could express my love for you then it's forever and a day, I can't wait to be with you, 
see your smile, look in your eyes, hear your perfect words and laugh with you in the perfect 
relationship...... the way I feel about you some people call it crazy, some call it insane, 
but I call it true love.
I will never forget the time I looked into your eyes; it was at that very moment I knew I 
wanted to spend the rest of my life with you. In your eyes I saw everything I needed to 
know. Things have not been easy. We've had our ups and downs but, through it all, I do 
know what we have is so very real.
Honey........ I know it is difficult for you, as it is for me, to be separated for so long. 
Life seems to be full of trials of this type which test our inner strength, and more importantly, 
our devotion and love one another. After all, it is said that " True Love" is boundless and
 immeasurable and overcomes all forms of adversity. In truth, if it is genuine, it will grow 
stronger with each assault upon its existence.
Dear......the longer I am away from you, the greater is my yearning to be with you.... I cherish 
any though of you, prize any memory of you that rises from the depths of my mind.
Until that moment arrives, I send to you across the miles, my tender love, my warm embrace, 
and my most passionate love.

Dear....love is not JUST finding someone to live with, 
it's finding someone you can't live without too.

Love always....

-LOVEFOREVER-

LOVE LETTER -LI- ( For Everybody who was fall inlove )

Dear...

I’m sorry and I know saying I’m sorry is getting old.  It’s just words can’t express how I’m feeling right now.  I wish I could take back everything I did because I really felt like we had something special.  Everything we had is worth fighting for.  For the first time in my life, I found a guy that did not let me control them and I love that.  For awhile, I began noticing everything I hate about you like your attitude when you’re mad, your oblivion as to how all of your actions affected me, and the fact that you don’t spoil me…. but as I sit here trying to hide my tears because I am so ashamed of my actions, I realize that all of those things I hate about you just makes me want to love you more.   If you hate me I understand.  I deserve that.  I don’t know what the hell I was thinking.  But I know getting through the rest of this life without someone like you in my life will be the worst punishment ever. 

I pray you find it in your heart to forgive me.  I swear I never wanted to hurt you.  You were right about me.  I am afraid.  I’m afraid of someone loving me so much and that I’ll never be able to do right by them.  There is no excuse for my actions baby.  I know this.  I’m a weak little baby  that does not know how to act when opportunities present themselves.  But I promise, if I can just have you as at least a friend, I’ll earn your trust again.  If you have any love left for me, please return my calls or texts or write me a long email and say everything that’s on your heart and mind.  Contrary to my actions, I do believe we have a love worth fighting for and I’ll fight as long as I have to.  

The truth will be revealed, when the times come and telling you ...why I did the bad things to you and become a mad person instead a lovely lady.

-LOVEFOREVER-

LOVE LETTER -L- ( For Everybody who was fall inlove )

Dear ,

But there’s something missing. We both know it and been avoiding this moment but the time has come. You know what I mean. We need to break up.

This has been coming on for a long time. We just don’t communicate like we used to. Heck, here I am writing this to you instead of just speaking to you in person, what does that say about us? Look no one did anything wrong, it obviously just wasn’t meant to be. So let’s skip the blame and let me just express my sincere appreciation for you.

I admire you for your sense of confidence and self esteem. You always seem so cool and in control and I look at you in awe. You are more intelligent than anyone I know and it goes beyond the normal book smarts, you have real world common sense. You understand the world and people and always know the right thing to do. And then you do that right thing. You are such a good and beautiful person. Thank you for allowing me to see your lovely soul and for sharing so much of yourself with me. You will make someone really happy someday. I want you to know you deserve a person who will see you as I see you every day, as the most incredible human being alive and a jewel that should be cherished and protected to allow it to shine.

I made a choice to finally let go, because I can't stand the pain, it’s time for my last tear to fall and smile again. So, from now on just remember that, I could've been the best thing you ever had. While I was holding on all you did was let go.

Today was just one of those days where everything I did reminded me of you and every song I heard somehow related to you. I hate days like today, because they remind me of the one thing I don't have. It’s really painful to say goodbye to someone that you don't want to let go but its even more painful to ask someone to stay if they never wanted to stay.

I'm going to smile, because I want to make you happy, laugh, so you won't see me cry. I'm going to let you go in style, and even if it killed me, I'm going to smile.

I hate the way I could never hate you. Love is putting up with someone's bad qualities because they somehow complete you. Life sucks a lot of the time, right? But you know, if you can get through a heart break, you can get through almost anything.

One day you'll look back, and think...damn! She really love did love me ... Time and time again I forgave you again you. I've forgiven you for things that I swore to myself I'd never forgive someone for.... and here you are, still hurting me, and I still forgave you.

One day you'll look back, and you'll see ..you've missed out on a lot ....

Loveforever

LOVE LETTER -XLIX- ( For Everybody who was fall inlove )

Honey,

Life is so unpredictable. Changes always come along, in big or small ways. I don't know what happened that this sudden change has turned my world upside down.

I don't know exactly what it is, it just hit me, but there is something really special about you.

It might be all the things I see on the surface, the things that everyone notices and admires about you, qualities, capabilities and a wonderful smile obviously connected to a warm and loving heart; these things set you apart from everyone else. But it may also be the big things ... the person you really are that I hope to know more someday. And it might also be the little things ... the way you walk and all your actions. I receive so much joy just being able to see a smile in your eyes. If I ever figure out the magic that makes you so special, I'd probably find out that it's a combination of all these things. You are a rare combination of so many special things. You are really amazing.

Inside of me there is a place where my sweetest dreams reside, where my highest hopes are kept alive, where my deepest feelings are felt and where my favorite memories are safe and warm. I find that you're on my mind more often than any other thought. Sometimes I bring you there purposely just to make my day brighter. But more often, you surprise me and find your own ways into my thoughts. There are even times when I awaken, I realize that you've been a part of my dreams. Then during the day, when my imagination is free to run, it takes me into your arms and allows me to linger there knowing there's nothing I'd rather do. I know my thoughts are only reflecting the loving hopes of my heart because whenever they wander, they always take me to you.

Only the most special things in my world get to come inside my heart and stay. And now, I realize how deeply my life has been touched by you.

Love Always,

LOVEFOREVER

LOVE LETTER -XLVIII- ( For Everybody who was fall inlove )

Dear ,

Oh, where do I begin? Honey, you’re great. You’re more than great, you are wonderful. And we’ve had some really good times together, some good laughs, funny moments and touching memories.

There are those times when you feel like nothing could possibly go your way. You hate knowing that, the one person so special to you doesn’t feel even a fraction of the emotions that seep from you and you wish that there was a way to tell, and fear losing the friendship between us.

And the way I treats you is destroying you. I make you feel like you mean so much to me. I hold such a vulnerable thing captive and that thing is your heart. I so close to breaking it but so close to setting you free you’re willing to risk it. It hurts to be so torn between so many emotions. I wish it could all just stop. I know that you’re happy and I want you to know that, when you’re happy, I’m happy, because I would do anything for you, because you mean so much to me. It hurts me to know to know that the one thing that brought a smile to my face and made me happy is gone.

I only want to know, if you would have ever made me an option? You want me to tell you the honest truth? Yeah..? Well here it is…I dream about you every night. I spend endless afternoons thinking about you. Some days, I don’t think about you at all, but that’s rare, because I usually don’t go a minute without thinking about you, or seeing you in my mind.

When a first time I meet you, I though you would be different. For a few minutes you made me feel as though I actually meant something to someone. I am sorry I can’t be that person for you. Thank you for teaching me to trust my instincts, you were the first person to show me my own truth. I don’t lie any more as you can probably tell from all of this.

Your true LOVE

Loveforever

LOVE LETTER -XLVII- ( For Everybody who was fall inlove )

Dear honey,

My dearest love, today I sat and thought, with every breath I took, of only you. I remember when we first got together like it was yesterday. Two people in two different worlds, I just sat here and was all alone, not knowing what life had in store for me..
And then an opening of the door and there you stand, a man with a heart the size of the heavens above.
One day lead to the next, and then days turned into months and months turned into years and almost three years......our love still there without knowing where it's can be...

Today, you are so far away and I'm not being able to hold you, kiss you, or even able to tell you I love you every day, as we go through the hardest thing we have ever had to go through in all the years we have been together. Yes, I miss you and can't wait till you come home to be able to wrap my arms around you and hold you close to my heart. Days go by and nights get longer. It makes me stronger and stronger. I just want you to know that I will be here as long as it will take;
one thing I want you to know is I love you and you will forever be in my heart.

Love you......

-LOVEFOREVER-

LOVE LETTER -XLVI- ( For Everybody who was fall inlove )

Dear love.......

What I long for is forever with you. My heart longs for you.....
When I am with you, I never want to leave.

Your love has made me, wealthy beyond my dreams. 
I just don't think I can tell you that enough..

No matter how many times I get hurt because of you, 

I won't leave you because, even if have a hundred reasons to leave you,

I'll look for that one reason to fight for you.

In love, the past is not important, but the present. 

Experience is more relevant than the pain you went through.

The only thing that will make it stronger is forgiveness 

and not the retorting of sin. Allah is so good, He knows 

where a person will be happy, where they can love and beloved, 

where heaven on earth is. Now I know why Allah put me near you (Knowing you)......

I have been occupied with nothing but you....

I wish I could say in an agreeable manner. I am tormented day and night. 

I love you not because I need you but I need you because I love you.

If you asked me how many times you have crossed my mind, 

I would say once, because you never really left..

I cannot live without you and not only you but chaste you, virtuous you.
The sun rises and sets, the day passes and you follow the bent of your 
inclination to a certain extent, you have no conception of the quantity 
of miserable feeling that passes through me in a day.

Be serious....LOVE is not a plaything and again do not write unless 
you can do it with a crystal conscience.

If I could be anything, I would be your tear so I could be born in your eyes, 
live down your cheek, and die on your lips.
You have no idea how good it feels to weak up every morning 
knowing you are mine and I am yours. You were my strength when I was weak, 
you were my voice when I couldn't speak, you were my eyes when I couldn't see; 
you saw the best there was in me.

I want you to hold me and say its okay...when I go to leave, 
pull me and tell me to stay, hold my hand, kiss my lips, look me in the eyes.
You can close your eyes to things you don't want to see, 
but you can't close your heart to the things you don't want to feel.

One day you will ask me which is more important, you or my life?..
And I will say my life, and you will walk away not knowing that YOU are MY LIFE...

Yours for ever,

-LOVEFOREVER-

LOVE LETTER -XLV- ( For Everybody who was fall inlove )

Dear....

At night I dreamed about the magical moments we shared ...Holding hands on the street, laying in each other's loving embrace...Every last moment was still stuck in my brain.....

They were still stuck in the creases of my fast-paced mind.No matter how hard I tried to be rid of them, they stuck there like the disgusting files of a glue trap.Unable to move or take flight.Reminding my mind of what my heart never wanted to forget.
Oh Allah.. I never want to forget that at one point you, yes you, the nonchalant musician,had once loved me.Yes you loved me.And dear Allah.. did I still love you? I loved you with every last fiber of my being...

I loved you to the point where I would take my life for you if it would bring you back. Even if it were just for my dying breaths. If I do recall in my manic behavior I even threatened to take my life. Yes, I in fact held a knife to my wrist and told you that I was in the middle of doing the nasty deed. And what was your response to me? ...

"Stop being so fucking over dramatic. It's just an easy break up" And that's what pushed me over the edge. That is what made me press the knife, down onto my exposed vein and draw ugly dark lines of red that, quite fortunately.... didn't kill me. But damn if I didn't try. It was an easy break up? For you my dear it might have been.

I can't say it isn't easy to look at you these days. Because it is. It is easy to look at you. Accept when I look at you I don't feel the sick amount of adoration I had for you. No, instead I can stare at you and pity you. Because while I moved on to a brighter and better life, you're still stuck being the sad lonely creature you are since you left. Yes, I noticed the change. I noticed the spark in your eye fade into the dull shell of a man yoo've become. And I can't feel sorry for you. I just can not. And I'm ok with that.....with heart hurt....

Your's Truly,
-LOVEFOREVER-

LOVE LETTER -XLIV- ( For Everybody who was fall inlove )

Dear Love,

Hi.... You're always lighting up my heart with the things you do and say. I feel so happy just being with you this way. You're my love, and will forever be my love. You will always be the love of my life, and please never give up, always have faith in yourself and you will gain the greatest gift of all, the gift of hope and love you righteously deserve. Every time I think of you my heart misses a beat. You're my theme for a dream!

Every moment we share together we grow closer. I'm simply hanging by a moment, waiting to see you again so you can hold me so tight that all else fades, I thought after I left, you would fade away from my mind, but..... still everyday I wake up dreaming of our time together. I will never forget you. I hope you still think of me too. I love you with all that I am, all that I was and all that I will ever be.

Please know that my love and I are inseparable and I would want it no other way and if time could express my love for you then it's forever and a day, I can't wait to be with you, see your smile, look in your eyes, feel your sweet touch, hear your perfect words and laugh with you in the perfect relationship. the way I feel about you some people call it crazy, some call it insane,

but I call it true love. I really love you......

When we first met, I didn't even consider you real. You were just a pixel on a screen. We talked more and I became so confused. "How I could I have real feelings for a person I've never met?" I'd ask myself. I will never forget the first time I looked into your eyes; it was at that very moment I knew I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you. In your eyes I saw everything I needed to know. It's been are years now. Things have not been easy. We've had our ups and downs but, through it all, I do know what we have is so very real.

Honey...I know it is difficult for you, as it is for me, to be separated for so long. Life seems to be full of trials of this type which test our inner strength, and more importantly, our devotion and love for one another. After all, it is said that "True Love" is boundless and immeasurable and overcomes all forms of adversity. In truth, if it is genuine, it will grow stronger with each assault upon its existence.

Dear.., our love has been assaulted many times, and I am convinced that it is true because the longer I am away from you, the greater is my yearning to be with you again. I cherish any thought of you, prize any memory of you that rises from the depths of my mind, and live for the day when our physical separation will no longer be.

Until that moment arrives, I send to you across the miles, my tender love, my warm embrace, and my most passionate love.

Love always,

-LOVEFOREVER-

LOVE LETTER -XLIII- ( For Everybody who was fall inlove )

Dear love...

I used to pray for us to be alone, because I envisioned that we'd never run out of things to say. We're both such freaks, such word addicts, so similar yet careening down radically different paths. I used to dream of possiblities floating over our heads, little cartoon-bubble musings matched with cups of coffee.

But on that day, the last day as far as I'm concerned, we sat in a room full of goodbyes and leavings, as filled with last-minute emotion as it could possibly be, and found nothing, nothing on earth, to say.

My Love; my Sweet ... I look back at the years that we shared together, how amazing my time with you was. Sometimes it breaks my heart to go that far back down the road and be reminded of how much I loved you; how much we loved each other. I have never felt a love so magnificent and immaculate than that of which I had in my heart for you. How could two people that felt as if they could never live without each other, now become so distant and far apart? How can a love that was meant to last, crumble right before our very eyes? What happened to our love ... what happened to us?

I would've never thought that I would ever have to question or doubt what we had. You're an amazing man, honey..., you've helped me to discover my dreams and inspired me to become the woman that I've always dreamed of becoming. I am a better person because of you - because you believed in me, because you love me. I love you dearly, ....., with all my heart.

I look into your eyes and I see a love that is very much still there, but no longer radiant and alive. I don't believe that we grew apart, my love, but we began to grow differently. Does that mean that we stopped loving each other? Absolutely not. You're a very special soul in my life and you will always continue to be. I love you with all my being and I accept that we are now traveling down different paths in our lives, but my love for you will always remain constant and my past of you will be relived in my dreams. Though our roads are different, our paths will always cross and maybe someday in the future, our roads will meet and we will travel down the same path once again, until then my sweet love ... in my heart is where you always reside.

True love never dies as we see in our eyes, only when we let go that we can truly say goodbye...If my love for you were water, it would be as vast as an ocean...There is one pain I often feel, which you will never know. It's caused by the absence of you...When you love a woman, you see your world inside her eyes...

I will love you all my life and when I die I will still love you through eternity and beyond.....

-LOVEFOREVER-

LOVE LETTER -XLII- ( For Everybody who was fall inlove )

Dear love....,

I just wanted to thank you! You know I don't think you realize how much you inspire me. I am so proud of the person you've become and are becoming. I understand you've been through a lot and you've made not the best of choices, but I can see that you have grown.

Though truthfully I've always known from the very first time I met you to now, that you were a strong person.

You are so full of wisdom about life that when you speak it really makes me think that I could stay there forever just to listen to your open mind, for it is peaceful and inviting.

Honey..., you have become my awakening, you have helped me see things in a brighter way, In a happier, enlightening way. For I was once drowning from my own fears, completely cynical about love, about hope and security. I used to think that no one understood me and could ever.

Then one day before I knew you personally, you flew into my thoughts and at that moment though I wasn't truly sure why you were there. Suddenly I felt reassured and a smile was brought to my heart. Somehow I believe deep down I knew I loved you then.

When I got to know you a year later I realized I wasn't alone and that something inside of you was hurting similar to what constantly brought tears to my eyes. I went through a time in my life where I felt worthless unloved, continuously searching for happiness.

But, you made me laugh and forget everything that was going on. That year you became my escape, my survival. I don't think I could of made it through that year as strong as I did if you weren't in my life.

Honey.... I thank you for all the fun times we spent together even if they were short lived. Now over the years I have come to this conclusion you must have been an angel sent by God to help me grieve and become a strong willed woman because no one has ever been able to help me see the light. Clouds of darkness shadowed over me no matter what any other soul would say, but you make me smile with just your presence.

You don't have to say a word; everything's okay when you're beside me. You know I thank God every day for the amazing people he has brought into my life because each and every one of them has changed my life in a very beautiful dramatic way.

And I believe people are brought into your life for a reason, a way in which to guide you and help you see yourself. I like to call all those wonderful people my angels, my earthly angels. Honey... you are one, and I thank you once again from the bottom of my heart. And though we may never be, just know you will always live in my heart.

Love always,

-LOVEFOREVER-

LOVE LETTER -XLI- ( For Everybody who was fall inlove )

To my dearest...

There are no words to express the gratitude I feel in my heart, that our hearts have come to dwell together, as one. You are my life, my heart, my soul. You are my lover...my best friend....

You are my one true love. Time to time..365 Days dreaming of you...8760 hrs thinking of you...525600 Mins missing you...315360000 Millisec just wanted to tell you how much you mean to me....You are my destiny. I love you more today than I did yesterday, and I'll love you more tomorrow than I do today. Loving you is the only thing that makes life worth living.

Before this I think...everything you did was a manipulation, after all. Every little word you said, though I believed it at the time, was self-serving.That why a word lier always come out from my mouth or always hurting you in my sms...

Now I know that is you a person of few words. You don't often say what is on your mind and even if you do, it usually doesn't come out quite right. But what you do not express verbally doesn't mean you don't fell it in your heart...That what I learn and try to understand your attitude as what you always said...

When we first met, feelings that I didn't know existed stirred in my heart. An unexplained desire to know you better and a burning hope that I made a good impression. It is not often that we come across a person in our lives that we want him/her to take notice of us and ignite the spark that is embedded in our hearts.

For some, love doesn't occur in an instant. Even I used to think that love takes some time to grow, especially the kind of deep love that envelops us now. But love can also be strange. If the person feels right in every way, love can take on a level of intensity that we never knew we are capable of feeling.

And this is what I'm experiencing right now. Being with you is comfort, love, security, contentment, passion and happiness, all rolled into one. A myriad of feelings but each works with one an other to build a profound emotion in my heart that only you are capable of arousing. This relationship...fairly ....in our hearts..

Please forgive me for all the hurt that I have caused you in the past; I love you and I always will until I die. Hopefully, when that day comes, I will still have you by my side and you will be that last angel face I see. I will be able to hold you in my arms one last time and tell you how much I love you and how much you really mean to me.

But....When I don't message you or call you....Doesn't mean....I forgot about you.......

I was just giving you time.......To miss me........

- LOVE FOREVER-

LOVE LETTER -XL- ( For Everybody who was fall inlove )

Hello Dear...

I can see you in my mind, blushing over these feeble words and it makes me smile in a sad sort of way. You will be sitting there reading these sentences and feeling a little fear that I may well be obsessed; but also flattered and smug. Does this assuage your need for hero-worship? Were we not on a boat that last night you’d have seen me down on my knees – would that have sufficed? I knew we were reaching an ending of sorts and I wanted my feelings for you clearly understood.

Pen now and ink. These are all that are left to me. Again. As usual. Were you here now… what? I no longer know. My head is no longer clear and my heart has overflowed. It is dripping flames of agony and desire and longing throughout and over my body.

I hurt…......what more can I say? Silence and stillness.

Were you here now…? I’m not sure. Candles? Darkness? Which would better suit? Should I hide still in this solitude? Should I be ashamed of these feelings and the actions they require of me to be fulfilled? Possibly I have no shame left. Not after those moments with you. Why should I feel shame for loving someone? I tried to – a couple of times – because society says I am wrong to do what I have done. My mind, my heart, my soul – they disagree. My life, lived the way it has been, would have had me do no less. Only more, were that an option.

It is not. Silence and stillness.

For all that lack of light I could still see you clearly. Could you see my face that night? I hope so. I was smiling and laughing softly to myself over what a mouth can do without ever uttering a word.

Silence without stillness. I miss you.

Are you fearing obsession again? Don’t. I’m not. I’ve been obsessed before and this isn’t it. I know it well. I lived with it for a years. It is a dark and heavy feeling, deep with brooding and self-taught lies. My mind is free of that and clear enough to know the truth. Back then I couldn’t tell the difference between reality and my own brainwashing. I can now. Maybe it’s because I can differentiate between the two that I am so sad. Reality is a harsh and cold place to live at times

I guess now is one of those times.

Why can’t I feel you in my memory? I know the body was designed to forget the sensation of physical pain; was it fair of Allah to deny us the remembrance of physical pleasure also? Maybe it is a blessing that I do not have that to mourn over; to highlight even more forcibly what I no longer have. I don’t know. All I know is that I miss having you here to light up this darkness, roar through this silence and bring joy into this solitude.

Thank you for the memories… but won’t you please come out to play?

It’s okay.

I know you won’t..

But..my love for u is always full in my heart...

LOVE FOREVER.....

LOVE LETTER -XXXIX- ( For Everybody who was fall inlove )

Dear honey....

These past two years, with a clear head but full heart. I have no regrets, just this ineffable sadness lurking throughout my rooms of memory. To turn back time and savour those moments with you more deeply is an impossibility. Not because I do not have the means to time travel, for I do. Memory is a blessing I bear – one I often curse because it remembers all too clearly what I have lost. I can walk the corridors of the past with ease, each second with you is fresh and vivid; alive with sight and sound and scent. The impossibility lies in the fact that it is physically, emotionally and mentally beyond me to cherish those moments any more than I did at the timmye of their creation. They were experienced with more intensity than this frail heart and body should ever have been asked to bear as it was.

The pain lies now in the lack of sensation; the total numbness of my hands and body when I recall how you held me and kissed me. I can’t feel that. Without your touch these memories are just home videos thrown up on the vein-cracked wall of my mind. How is it that a person can still taste another’s ....... and yet be unable to bring to mind those feeling to hers?

I will tell u some thing though I m next to u … I love the way say … aahhhhaa … you can’t imagine How much I love you .. but I m scared for only n only one thing … will you love me like this forever ….. cause this is your love who made me crazy .. now If u will chage .. I really dont know what will I do …. I can’t even say .. I will die and go to some other world .. cause there also I would be searching you … I have always had a dream to get some one like you … I never know god could be so great full to me to send you to my life … You are my life … My heart ….. If I open my eyes I want to see you … If I want to hear some thing .. I only want to hear your voice ….. If sind comes to touch me .. I want it should touch u first and then come to me ….. I love uuuuu …

-LOVEFOREVERANA-

LOVE LETTER -XXXVIII- ( For Everybody who was fall inlove )

Dear honey....

How are you? Hope you are always doing fine. I am really appreciate and very understand what you mean to me... However, I am very great having you in my life because you are very special in my heart and in my dreams.We are never had any such relationship before, but this is the one of opportunity from the Allah to know someone like you.... also for sure that i really want to be part of you ...

When asked what I would say to you, I simply nodded. I said that I would hate you for eternity, for what you’ve done for sometime. However, in my heart, that is not what I feel. I am lost without you. I don’t even know where to begin. If I could say those words to make everything right, I would. Yet, I don’t. I will never know. That kills me, no; it destroys me, inside.

These past few months, they have been hard. On not just me, but everyone connected to us. I have drug people down with me, and that, is unforgivable. Yes, I admit I’ve done some horrible, unforgiving sins, yet not a day goes by where I don’t regret every one of them.

There have been times when I was haunted by my memories, tormented, as if they were mocking me! There were times when I’d have nightmares of them. Then I would dream of you. Yes, I’ve dreamt of you. Many nights I have. It hurt to see your face in my dreams. It hurt to see my past replaying in my head, but I still dream. I dream of what I would say if, I ever saw that sweet face of yours once more. Honey, I try to stop loving you. It destroyed us. Love is what tore us apart. I loved you too much, and it ruined our lives. Because of love, I am scarred for life. Therefore, I do not wish it any longer.

I have tried, and failed, ... At least, I have tried. I’ve only ever yearned to hear your melodic voice once more. No, I’m not attached. I’ve done my best to move on with my life. Yet there is still a calling within me that wonders how you are doing. How are you doing in your life without me in it? How have you grown? Have you learned to let go, and move on?

Why I have done this, you may ask. The answer is quite simple. Because I am nothing without you.Without you my days are "Sadday,"Moanday, "Tearsday, "Wasteday, "Thirstday, "Fightday", and "Shatterday". If you have 1000 years of age, I just want to have 999 years and 364 days, so I never have to live a day without you. I assume that knowing you were a great lover ..... To me, you are real. As real as a butterfly in the spring. As real as the rain in summer, or the snow in winter.

If my love is a question, I'm sure u are the answer.If loving you is a crime. I'd like to be jailed for my whole life, in your heart.

Love is not finding someone to live with, It's finding someone you can't live without.

-Loveforever-

LOVE LETTER -XXXVII- ( For Everybody who was fall inlove )

Dear Love,

I met you almost are years ago ............., and since that time, I have grown to love you so deeply. I have heard it said that long distance romances don't last, but I disagree. I know that what we are doing may be considered wrong by some, but I also know what I feel in my heart, and I know that it's real.I believe in destiny though just like I believe in luck and karma.

I lay awake at night, sometimes, and I cry 'cause I miss you so much. I know that we can't change the past, and I know that we can't predict the future, but my heart does not lie ... I am so in love with you.

I know I am not perfect and I have not made things easy for either of us but I Love You with all my heart. I will do whatever it takes to make this work. I cannot imagine a day without you in my life....

When your cogitation me so tenderly, my heart skips a beat. When I look into your beautiful eyes, I can see how much you love me. When we contemplate each other ...it's so sweetly and......., I can feel the emotion just by holding you closely... we may not be married to each other, but our love still goes on, and I just want you to know that you are precious to me and no matter how this story turns out, I will always love you, now and forever. I love you......

Love always,

-LOVEFOREVER-

LOVE LETTER -XXXVI- ( For Everybody who was fall inlove )

Honey...

I was on my way to bed and wanted to write you a little note. Thank you so much for having so much faith in me and in us as a couple. Thank you for making me a better person, and for giving your heart to me and opening up so much.I love you so much, and can't wait to be with you again. I want to give you my heart and soul.

Hey, Honey ... I miss you. I'm just here thinking about you, like I always do. I hope you're as happy as me; Sunday is almost here again. I just want you to know how much I love you.Ever since the first time I heard you on the phone and heard your cute voice, I miss you every second of my life.

The perfect thought is us together forever. The sweetest word is your name. And the greatest thing is your love. Every silent prayer that has left my mind, all the empty words that have left my mouth and chased my lips, and all the lonely tears that have escaped my eyes have made me who I am, one to love you more. All the times I felt I've found the one, and all the times I've mourned over a bleeding heart, all the times I've given it all I've got is are as many as I have found my face in the mud.

All the times we fight feels like we're gambling our lives. I hope we never lose. I love you so much, those five words I tell you so much can't have more meaning than anything else ever possibly could. I love you with all my faults and all my achievements. I love you with all that I am. I love you for who you are. I hope in the quietest of the night when I whisper out to you you know just what to do. You listen to hear my voice echoing how much I love you.

Love Always.......

-LOVE FOREVER-