LOVE LETTER -XLVIII- ( For Everybody who was fall inlove )

Dear ,

Oh, where do I begin? Honey, you’re great. You’re more than great, you are wonderful. And we’ve had some really good times together, some good laughs, funny moments and touching memories.

There are those times when you feel like nothing could possibly go your way. You hate knowing that, the one person so special to you doesn’t feel even a fraction of the emotions that seep from you and you wish that there was a way to tell, and fear losing the friendship between us.

And the way I treats you is destroying you. I make you feel like you mean so much to me. I hold such a vulnerable thing captive and that thing is your heart. I so close to breaking it but so close to setting you free you’re willing to risk it. It hurts to be so torn between so many emotions. I wish it could all just stop. I know that you’re happy and I want you to know that, when you’re happy, I’m happy, because I would do anything for you, because you mean so much to me. It hurts me to know to know that the one thing that brought a smile to my face and made me happy is gone.

I only want to know, if you would have ever made me an option? You want me to tell you the honest truth? Yeah..? Well here it is…I dream about you every night. I spend endless afternoons thinking about you. Some days, I don’t think about you at all, but that’s rare, because I usually don’t go a minute without thinking about you, or seeing you in my mind.

When a first time I meet you, I though you would be different. For a few minutes you made me feel as though I actually meant something to someone. I am sorry I can’t be that person for you. Thank you for teaching me to trust my instincts, you were the first person to show me my own truth. I don’t lie any more as you can probably tell from all of this.

Your true LOVE

Loveforever

LOVE LETTER -XLVII- ( For Everybody who was fall inlove )

Dear honey,

My dearest love, today I sat and thought, with every breath I took, of only you. I remember when we first got together like it was yesterday. Two people in two different worlds, I just sat here and was all alone, not knowing what life had in store for me..
And then an opening of the door and there you stand, a man with a heart the size of the heavens above.
One day lead to the next, and then days turned into months and months turned into years and almost three years......our love still there without knowing where it's can be...

Today, you are so far away and I'm not being able to hold you, kiss you, or even able to tell you I love you every day, as we go through the hardest thing we have ever had to go through in all the years we have been together. Yes, I miss you and can't wait till you come home to be able to wrap my arms around you and hold you close to my heart. Days go by and nights get longer. It makes me stronger and stronger. I just want you to know that I will be here as long as it will take;
one thing I want you to know is I love you and you will forever be in my heart.

Love you......

-LOVEFOREVER-

LOVE LETTER -XLVI- ( For Everybody who was fall inlove )

Dear love.......

What I long for is forever with you. My heart longs for you.....
When I am with you, I never want to leave.

Your love has made me, wealthy beyond my dreams. 
I just don't think I can tell you that enough..

No matter how many times I get hurt because of you, 

I won't leave you because, even if have a hundred reasons to leave you,

I'll look for that one reason to fight for you.

In love, the past is not important, but the present. 

Experience is more relevant than the pain you went through.

The only thing that will make it stronger is forgiveness 

and not the retorting of sin. Allah is so good, He knows 

where a person will be happy, where they can love and beloved, 

where heaven on earth is. Now I know why Allah put me near you (Knowing you)......

I have been occupied with nothing but you....

I wish I could say in an agreeable manner. I am tormented day and night. 

I love you not because I need you but I need you because I love you.

If you asked me how many times you have crossed my mind, 

I would say once, because you never really left..

I cannot live without you and not only you but chaste you, virtuous you.
The sun rises and sets, the day passes and you follow the bent of your 
inclination to a certain extent, you have no conception of the quantity 
of miserable feeling that passes through me in a day.

Be serious....LOVE is not a plaything and again do not write unless 
you can do it with a crystal conscience.

If I could be anything, I would be your tear so I could be born in your eyes, 
live down your cheek, and die on your lips.
You have no idea how good it feels to weak up every morning 
knowing you are mine and I am yours. You were my strength when I was weak, 
you were my voice when I couldn't speak, you were my eyes when I couldn't see; 
you saw the best there was in me.

I want you to hold me and say its okay...when I go to leave, 
pull me and tell me to stay, hold my hand, kiss my lips, look me in the eyes.
You can close your eyes to things you don't want to see, 
but you can't close your heart to the things you don't want to feel.

One day you will ask me which is more important, you or my life?..
And I will say my life, and you will walk away not knowing that YOU are MY LIFE...

Yours for ever,

-LOVEFOREVER-

LOVE LETTER -XLV- ( For Everybody who was fall inlove )

Dear....

At night I dreamed about the magical moments we shared ...Holding hands on the street, laying in each other's loving embrace...Every last moment was still stuck in my brain.....

They were still stuck in the creases of my fast-paced mind.No matter how hard I tried to be rid of them, they stuck there like the disgusting files of a glue trap.Unable to move or take flight.Reminding my mind of what my heart never wanted to forget.
Oh Allah.. I never want to forget that at one point you, yes you, the nonchalant musician,had once loved me.Yes you loved me.And dear Allah.. did I still love you? I loved you with every last fiber of my being...

I loved you to the point where I would take my life for you if it would bring you back. Even if it were just for my dying breaths. If I do recall in my manic behavior I even threatened to take my life. Yes, I in fact held a knife to my wrist and told you that I was in the middle of doing the nasty deed. And what was your response to me? ...

"Stop being so fucking over dramatic. It's just an easy break up" And that's what pushed me over the edge. That is what made me press the knife, down onto my exposed vein and draw ugly dark lines of red that, quite fortunately.... didn't kill me. But damn if I didn't try. It was an easy break up? For you my dear it might have been.

I can't say it isn't easy to look at you these days. Because it is. It is easy to look at you. Accept when I look at you I don't feel the sick amount of adoration I had for you. No, instead I can stare at you and pity you. Because while I moved on to a brighter and better life, you're still stuck being the sad lonely creature you are since you left. Yes, I noticed the change. I noticed the spark in your eye fade into the dull shell of a man yoo've become. And I can't feel sorry for you. I just can not. And I'm ok with that.....with heart hurt....

Your's Truly,
-LOVEFOREVER-

LOVE LETTER -XLIV- ( For Everybody who was fall inlove )

Dear Love,

Hi.... You're always lighting up my heart with the things you do and say. I feel so happy just being with you this way. You're my love, and will forever be my love. You will always be the love of my life, and please never give up, always have faith in yourself and you will gain the greatest gift of all, the gift of hope and love you righteously deserve. Every time I think of you my heart misses a beat. You're my theme for a dream!

Every moment we share together we grow closer. I'm simply hanging by a moment, waiting to see you again so you can hold me so tight that all else fades, I thought after I left, you would fade away from my mind, but..... still everyday I wake up dreaming of our time together. I will never forget you. I hope you still think of me too. I love you with all that I am, all that I was and all that I will ever be.

Please know that my love and I are inseparable and I would want it no other way and if time could express my love for you then it's forever and a day, I can't wait to be with you, see your smile, look in your eyes, feel your sweet touch, hear your perfect words and laugh with you in the perfect relationship. the way I feel about you some people call it crazy, some call it insane,

but I call it true love. I really love you......

When we first met, I didn't even consider you real. You were just a pixel on a screen. We talked more and I became so confused. "How I could I have real feelings for a person I've never met?" I'd ask myself. I will never forget the first time I looked into your eyes; it was at that very moment I knew I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you. In your eyes I saw everything I needed to know. It's been are years now. Things have not been easy. We've had our ups and downs but, through it all, I do know what we have is so very real.

Honey...I know it is difficult for you, as it is for me, to be separated for so long. Life seems to be full of trials of this type which test our inner strength, and more importantly, our devotion and love for one another. After all, it is said that "True Love" is boundless and immeasurable and overcomes all forms of adversity. In truth, if it is genuine, it will grow stronger with each assault upon its existence.

Dear.., our love has been assaulted many times, and I am convinced that it is true because the longer I am away from you, the greater is my yearning to be with you again. I cherish any thought of you, prize any memory of you that rises from the depths of my mind, and live for the day when our physical separation will no longer be.

Until that moment arrives, I send to you across the miles, my tender love, my warm embrace, and my most passionate love.

Love always,

-LOVEFOREVER-

LOVE LETTER -XLIII- ( For Everybody who was fall inlove )

Dear love...

I used to pray for us to be alone, because I envisioned that we'd never run out of things to say. We're both such freaks, such word addicts, so similar yet careening down radically different paths. I used to dream of possiblities floating over our heads, little cartoon-bubble musings matched with cups of coffee.

But on that day, the last day as far as I'm concerned, we sat in a room full of goodbyes and leavings, as filled with last-minute emotion as it could possibly be, and found nothing, nothing on earth, to say.

My Love; my Sweet ... I look back at the years that we shared together, how amazing my time with you was. Sometimes it breaks my heart to go that far back down the road and be reminded of how much I loved you; how much we loved each other. I have never felt a love so magnificent and immaculate than that of which I had in my heart for you. How could two people that felt as if they could never live without each other, now become so distant and far apart? How can a love that was meant to last, crumble right before our very eyes? What happened to our love ... what happened to us?

I would've never thought that I would ever have to question or doubt what we had. You're an amazing man, honey..., you've helped me to discover my dreams and inspired me to become the woman that I've always dreamed of becoming. I am a better person because of you - because you believed in me, because you love me. I love you dearly, ....., with all my heart.

I look into your eyes and I see a love that is very much still there, but no longer radiant and alive. I don't believe that we grew apart, my love, but we began to grow differently. Does that mean that we stopped loving each other? Absolutely not. You're a very special soul in my life and you will always continue to be. I love you with all my being and I accept that we are now traveling down different paths in our lives, but my love for you will always remain constant and my past of you will be relived in my dreams. Though our roads are different, our paths will always cross and maybe someday in the future, our roads will meet and we will travel down the same path once again, until then my sweet love ... in my heart is where you always reside.

True love never dies as we see in our eyes, only when we let go that we can truly say goodbye...If my love for you were water, it would be as vast as an ocean...There is one pain I often feel, which you will never know. It's caused by the absence of you...When you love a woman, you see your world inside her eyes...

I will love you all my life and when I die I will still love you through eternity and beyond.....

-LOVEFOREVER-

LOVE LETTER -XLII- ( For Everybody who was fall inlove )

Dear love....,

I just wanted to thank you! You know I don't think you realize how much you inspire me. I am so proud of the person you've become and are becoming. I understand you've been through a lot and you've made not the best of choices, but I can see that you have grown.

Though truthfully I've always known from the very first time I met you to now, that you were a strong person.

You are so full of wisdom about life that when you speak it really makes me think that I could stay there forever just to listen to your open mind, for it is peaceful and inviting.

Honey..., you have become my awakening, you have helped me see things in a brighter way, In a happier, enlightening way. For I was once drowning from my own fears, completely cynical about love, about hope and security. I used to think that no one understood me and could ever.

Then one day before I knew you personally, you flew into my thoughts and at that moment though I wasn't truly sure why you were there. Suddenly I felt reassured and a smile was brought to my heart. Somehow I believe deep down I knew I loved you then.

When I got to know you a year later I realized I wasn't alone and that something inside of you was hurting similar to what constantly brought tears to my eyes. I went through a time in my life where I felt worthless unloved, continuously searching for happiness.

But, you made me laugh and forget everything that was going on. That year you became my escape, my survival. I don't think I could of made it through that year as strong as I did if you weren't in my life.

Honey.... I thank you for all the fun times we spent together even if they were short lived. Now over the years I have come to this conclusion you must have been an angel sent by God to help me grieve and become a strong willed woman because no one has ever been able to help me see the light. Clouds of darkness shadowed over me no matter what any other soul would say, but you make me smile with just your presence.

You don't have to say a word; everything's okay when you're beside me. You know I thank God every day for the amazing people he has brought into my life because each and every one of them has changed my life in a very beautiful dramatic way.

And I believe people are brought into your life for a reason, a way in which to guide you and help you see yourself. I like to call all those wonderful people my angels, my earthly angels. Honey... you are one, and I thank you once again from the bottom of my heart. And though we may never be, just know you will always live in my heart.

Love always,

-LOVEFOREVER-