Oh, where do I begin? Honey, you’re great. You’re more than great, you are wonderful. And we’ve had some really good times together, some good laughs, funny moments and touching memories.
There are those times when you feel like nothing could possibly go your way. You hate knowing that, the one person so special to you doesn’t feel even a fraction of the emotions that seep from you and you wish that there was a way to tell, and fear losing the friendship between us.
And the way I treats you is destroying you. I make you feel like you mean so much to me. I hold such a vulnerable thing captive and that thing is your heart. I so close to breaking it but so close to setting you free you’re willing to risk it. It hurts to be so torn between so many emotions. I wish it could all just stop. I know that you’re happy and I want you to know that, when you’re happy, I’m happy, because I would do anything for you, because you mean so much to me. It hurts me to know to know that the one thing that brought a smile to my face and made me happy is gone.
I only want to know, if you would have ever made me an option? You want me to tell you the honest truth? Yeah..? Well here it is…I dream about you every night. I spend endless afternoons thinking about you. Some days, I don’t think about you at all, but that’s rare, because I usually don’t go a minute without thinking about you, or seeing you in my mind.
When a first time I meet you, I though you would be different. For a few minutes you made me feel as though I actually meant something to someone. I am sorry I can’t be that person for you. Thank you for teaching me to trust my instincts, you were the first person to show me my own truth. I don’t lie any more as you can probably tell from all of this.
Your true LOVE