Saturday, November 28, 2009

LOVE LETTER -XVI- ( For Everybody who was fall inlove )





Dear Fir.......,

It's been about three weeks since our meeting. I miss you so much and I can't stop thinking of you. I thought that by now I'd be okay with the fact that we can't be together, but it still hurts me as if we just ended yesterday. You are the last thing on my mind before I go to bed and the first thing on my mind when I wake up. I just wish I could hear your voice and tell you just how much I truly love you.

I don't know why I fell so in love with you so fast, but what I do know, is that in the short time we've been together was like magic for me. We became so close and everything just felt so right. It's almost as if something brought us together. We were meant to find each other and complete each other's life.

I love you, Fir....., and there's nothing that would make me happier than to have you in my life again. Even if it's only as lover. I just miss you. I can't help it. I've been trying all this time to ignore this void in my heart, but I can't. And it just hurts so bad because I know in my heart that you and I will never be. The reason why we can't be together is what hurts me more. If it was because you didn't love me or didn't want to be with me, then I could accept that. But it's not because of that and that is what's making hard for me to let you go. I feel that we belong to each other.

But I still want to know, how do you feel, when I'm not around? Is your heart really mine, or have all these months been wasted time? I don't mean to cry, I try to hold onto my pride, but when pictures are all I have, it gets hard sometimes. Every time I close my eyes I see your beautiful face. I don't know what to do; all I know is how much I am in love with you. And every day I'm going to continue to pray that you're going to come home to me someday, and all the promise's you made to me ... will come true. Until then, just know that I'm waiting here for you, that I miss you ... and this love that I feel is nothing but unconditional.

I love you,

FOREVER

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

LOVE LETTER -XV- ( For Everybody who was fall inlove )


Dear Fir.....

I love you with all my heart....What is there to believe in during life nothing lasts, aside from strife, life may perish, life may end, our soul we may give,
Our soul we may spend, but our love, that Eternal Flame, will never dim, will never change, it will Forever Last, when all otherlights leave, for you light my life, you make me believe in your eyes, I see... myself...

I will place the moments we've shared together in a time capsule and hide it in the most secret place of my heart. And maybe 10 @ 20 years from now, if or when we meet again, maybe then we can both open the capsule together and be reminded of our wonderful relationship.

Fir...., I finally meet the right guy and he's not available. That guy is you dear..... I'm in love with you but I can't be with you.
But, I've got to tell you, for the first time in months I can finally smile because although you didn't say much the last time you called I knew you still cared.

You can keep your love. Everyday I ask myself why ... why do I feel this way? Why can't I stop loving you? Then it dawned on me ... you put voodoo on me! Just kidding.

Before I go I want you to know that you will always have a special place in my heart, and like I've said many times before, I do not regret anything we've done. The only thing I regret is you telling me you love me because since then you have given me nothing but the cold shoulders.

Please don't be scared, I want nothing but your honest love, well ... I do want more but I am willing to settle. I am not trying to make you feel bad or push you further away. I am just trying to make you understand what's in my heart.

I would walk a thousand miles, just to see you....and I would scream a thousand words, just so you could hear me....I want to be in your heart honey.....forever and ever....
And never lasting love.....

Your LOVE FOREVER

Friday, November 20, 2009

OLD FLAME LOVE LETTER


Hello dear.......

Several years have passed and the season in succession, although the color picture of life was faded by the years....but your love always on my mind.

I know it's getting late, but you are my true love and first lover.

We never met but our phone conversations is the only way we would spend with an hours talking and our love letter is the most beautiful thing inside a mail box.
I still remember one of your love letter ..with picture of the hearts have printed on it.
Hem....I ask you ..as I don't know what the meaning of that .....so you feel disappointed on me....and it seem days together you didn't contact me.....

Oh...actually i know ..how much you love me....
I really love you ...with all my heart dear....The emotions we have for each other are so intense. We truly love each other and realize that we should have married and built a life together.

Why have you taken too much time to tell me..that is love inside your heart ....?????
Hemm....you only told me after a years we don't meet each other...ohhhhhh..
.it's too late dear.....
It's really hurting my feeling .........I feel regret when...I get married with an other man as I though I love him........

I love every little thing about you dear...I love your cute smile, your magical eyes, and the your voice. You are a complete me. You mean the world to me. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me. You are the one I've always wished for. I never thought that I would ever meet someone as special as you.

I was very surprised to hear from you...after years ..... Our e-mail exchanges went from one of bitterness about the past, to a sense of friendship, forgiveness,kindness, emotional maturity, closure and acknowledging the important part we played in shaping each other's lives.
We talk every day and have done so for the months now, we have so much in common, can talk for hours about anything, I don't know where we will go with this re kindled love of ours, but neither one of us wants to hurt anyone else in all this, so we have no idea what may happen in the future.
Nothing can happen now, but if it could, I would take a long way a part from your life as you told me too...and you will not respect me as who I m....

Some emotions are best left on the shelf where they belong. What you miss is not me. What you miss is the unfilled dream of our marriage and a life with a woman you once deeply loved. You miss not the real me, but the idealization of me that time has caused in your mind. Forget me and the pain will go away. Look at your kids, smile and remember all the happiness your wife brought into your life and the past is the past. Forgive and forget.

LOVE doesn't mean being together staying forever...
But LOVE mean staying together being forever.....

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

CAN OLD FLAME LOVE BE SWEETER..???




Long life learning make us matured....
without conscious ......
They age with the passing of time
but with faded pictures life...
love are always on our mind.

Yeah...I know...time getting late.....
Life fade with the passing of time.....
but those love not fading on our mind..

Love is like an eternal flame,
One it is hit it will continue to burn for all time...

Can old flame love be sweeter....???
I definitely reckon it can.....
LOVE isn't transient.....
It can be reawakened and ........
I would say ever intensified....
Depends on the reason.....
why you can't understand.....
the meaning of what LOVE is....

LOVE doesn't mean being together staying forever...
But LOVE mean staying together being forever......

That love is real, that caring is more than a word....
that two people really can be happy,
living for the happiness of each other...
love is a miracle that makes other miracle happen...
love is a day-by-day process of learning and discovering,
holding on and let go, giving and forgiving.

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

LOVE LETTER -XIV- ( For Everybody who was fall inlove )



My love Fir...

Words however special.....could never even start, to tell you all the love I have for you within my heart...I want to let you know, my heart is where your love lies. You're always on my mind and I'm thinking about you every time....

Fir....., I miss you so much! It seems like forever since I saw you last. Everyday is just like the one before. I sit around... think of you... wish you were still mine. The thought that you belong to somebody else tears me up inside.
I wonder sometimes if you tell me that you love somebody else and that she is the perfect girl... like you told me.So...my tears come suddenly ......
I know someday i must face that fact........ohhhhh...... You are the love of my life and I know you still love me too.

Everyday, every moment that goes by I think of you. My brain tells me to give up, but my heart says I can't stop loving you. I spend all day dreaming of the moment you would call to say you feel the same way. As much as I try to pretend, the truth is, I can't stop loving you. I don't know how to stop.

I will cherish the moments we have spent together, from our very first kiss to our last. I miss the way you look at me and rub my face, I miss you calling me A..... (because you know it gets on my nerves), I miss you missing me, I miss everything about you, I miss our phone conversations and the way we would spend hours talking about our countries and the way we meeting at first time during out chatting. But most of all I miss you forever dear.......

The sweet little things you do for me everyday is touches my heart and makes me feel how lucky I am to have you in my life...

Always loving you...

Saturday, November 7, 2009

LOVE LETTER -XIII- ( For Everybody who was fall inlove )


My love,

I m writing this to let you know how I feel about you. We've been through so much together and yet our love for each other has always came out on top. I want to thank you for loving me for me and always being there when I needed you the most. I've never felt this way about anybody in very long time.
I love you so much. I can't and don't want to imagine life without you. You mean the world to me. You are like air- I can't live with out you.
I need you to survive.Waking up beside you every morning has brung so much joy to my heart. I love you because of who you are when I'm with you.

After getting to know you better, and going through all the tough times together at less a days in this year that has made us stronger, I now know I am in a place I have never been before. I'm in a place that is calm and serene, but exciting and exhilarating, all at the same time. This place is neither a state of mind, nor just one of physical being. It is a place where my soul soars. It is a place I share with you.
I'm in a place where, my mornings begin with you in my thoughts, and my days end with you in my mind. I'm in a place where, when good things happen, my first reaction is that I'm excited, because I'll get to share them with you. I'm in a place where, when bad things happen, I know that you'll be there to provide comfort and make the world right again with a your simple honest smile, or with your soft caress of my hand.
This place that I hold in my heart for you is precious beyond words. You are there, and I am a better woman because of it. When you hold me in your arms, I'm in a place that I never want to leave, and I pray it is a place I never have to leave. Just know that when you hold me in your arms, I am in the safest, most treasured place in the world.
The place that I am in now is the best of all. I see you as someone I can trust, confide in, play with and enjoy life with. You make me so happy. I can't begin to describe how you really make me feel so I will offer just this: I LOVE YOU..!!!!!

I will wait anxiously to be with you again. That is when I will be in your arms again. Until then you are in my heart, and in my mind, and I will ache until your return, with a yearning that can only be satisfied by your loving arms and warm kisses.

I love you as much as sand at the beach..as much star at the sky..as much dropping rain ...and all that ..no body can count and measure for us....

Your LOVEFOREVER....




Tuesday, November 3, 2009

LOVE LETTER -XII- ( For Everybody who was fall inlove )




My dearest Fir.......

I just wanted to let you know that you are my heart, my everything and the half of my soul, that I love you with everything I have and hold. Now, when I look towards the future, you are always pictured there. Maybe, in this lifetime, you will never know how much I love, care and cherish you. Your love gives me the feeling that the best is still ahead. I can't wait to spend forever with you.
All I ever wanted was to be part of your heart and for us to be together, to never be apart. No one else in the world can even compare, you're perfect and so is this love that we share. We have so much more than I ever though we would, honey I love you more than I ever though I could.

When I saw you for the first time, sitting on the chair a the airport, .....so handsome and secure,
I was amazed that my heart could still beat that hard, you were the most handsome gentleman my heart had laid eyes on in a very long time.
Before being with you I had heard of passion and love and seen it in movies, never dreamed that
kind of emotion would ever come to me.

I still remember the way you made me tingle with your handsome honest smile. I knew from the first words spoken between the two of us, that things were never going to be the same for me anymore, and that I was going to have to sort out these mysterious feelings that I was having. We had to have time with one another again to help me understand what was happening to me.
I needed to figure out how it was that you were able to cast such a spell over me. Then you took and hold my hand inside a car; I knew I would be nervous and perplexed by you until you whisper..................' I like your perfume....'.....hemmmmm............"

After spending time with you, I now know how real passion and love can be. You have opened my heart, and opened the gate to a new world for me. Did you know you had such a power?
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My life is starting to become so different, even if my days seem the same. And I must confess that it's you who has changed my outlook. You have opened my eyes to some amazing new possibilities. I will forever be filled with a new sense of wonder and joy, because you have shared yourself with me.
I must confess that in some ways I feel inadequate. My mind is questioned; can I match your gentleness? Can I give you feelings as warm and secure as the ones you have bestowed on me? You have chosen to show me such strong passion combined with secure sweet affection, that I can only hope with time you feel a glimpse of the same emotions from me.

I miss you, my love.

Ever dreaming about you, my best friend with love and benefits....

Your LOVE FOREVER...