When I met you, my life could not have been in a worse state. My heart had been broken too many times to count and life just didn't seem worth living anymore. Then you came along. From the first time I laid eyes on you, I knew that you would be someone that would make me smile again. You had such a warm, soft look on your face that I knew there was comfort and friendship in your heart. We started out as friends and you were the rock I needed in my life. I soon began to realize that what I was feeling for you was more than a friendship... something so overwhelming and wonderful that I couldn't even believe it myself. You opened my heart to new and wonderful things! You showed me what love really is and showed me that I was worth loving.
I know that things between us went terribly wrong. I want to fix them. I am not pointing fingers or placing blame on anyone. I just want to fix them.
So, I try to let you go and my heart aches because I can feel the pain and the confusion...I also feel the pain of letting go what could have been the best thing in my life, but you see, I can't do it anymore ... tried it too many times before. You know what the saddest part is? I am willing to live with the pain of never knowing what could have been than risk my heart ever again.Does that mean that we stopped loving each other? Absolutely not. You're a very special soul in my life and you will always continue to be. I love you with all my being and I accept that we are now traveling down different paths in our lives, but my love for you will always remain constant and my past of you will be relived in my dreams. Though our roads are different, our paths will always cross and maybe someday in the future, our roads will meet and we will travel down the same path once again, until then my sweet love ... in my heart is where you always reside.
I miss you so much. I know that you are going to some where soon and I am dreading it. I am scared I will never see your sweet face again. I will be praying for your safe return.I am praying that you will come to see me again. Until then I will keep trying and hoping for the best. What and who I always thought you were is not what or who you have become or are becoming. I only hope and pray that the journey you are on of self discovery includes me when you reach the end of that journey.
Well, I just wanted to let you know that you are never far from my heart or mind; I still love you and I will forever miss my "Bam" until God helps our paths to cross once more, I still love you.
I write in short, something I have saved in my heart....I need some time and give it to you. You know, the time we spent together were the most beautiful moments I could live and still remains a lot to remember, and I'm ready for those moments, regardless of the pain that some of them may cause.
I just know that everything will be worth it if it's being and remain at your side. I tell you, how pleasant it is for me today to tell you how much I love you, looking into your eyes, and do not grieve for a love that is not for me anymore, and that is much more than a love story. Any history will be similar to this that we live....you and me, because the actors are different, and principles as well, but those who knew and know love, understand that my love for you is unconditional that will support you in every moment of your life, but above all those who find no comfort and need to flood my shoulder, because I'll be there without hesitation, to give comfort and a hug, and ask that even the worst do not give up.
But do not tie you to my heart, because I let you fly so that from the top you can choose what is best for you.Would be happy if I come back to choose whatever around you, but glad to see you happy if not, I..who decide to choose. I just see you smile, and know that you're happy, I just have to see your eyes full of sweetness for know that you really love me.I just know there's someone in my world for my heart, and that someone you certainly are.
I have no money to give you what material that you yearn, but I have a heart full give it to you to treasure for you, with projects and hopes, with promises to keep, with a sleep latency, that is to have you forever without making you suffer. And if that happens, keep in mind, never thought of it, I just wanted to see you smile forever, bad move was present. For that, and if it happens, I ask you to apologize to my heart by love as I love, having lost the battle and Having A never failed. I ask you to excuse me if I hurt you, because it never I thought of yourself, I just want that life for more and more joys, as you gave me your love your soul at the first day we meet.
Love is not destiny...but our meeting is destiny..wrote by Allah...and LOVE not a sin.. LOVE is a miracle word for everyone who can understand what LOVE is...