Saturday, August 12, 2017

MY Real and True Heart

Dear love,

Here it is for the whole world to see!  I LOVE YOU!!!!   

Long gone are the days of nervousness and impetuousness. I don’t care who knows that I love you because it is real and it is true.  I do not doubt your love for me either. I only worry that eternity will run out before I have earned it. 

I only want to live forever loving you.  Yesterday is a beautiful dream and tomorrow is my soul’s wish. Here I am, looking out over the immensity of my life, and of all of its challenges and choices and I see this one clear thing… my love for you.  It is the only decision in my life that has made total and complete sense.  I see your handsome face and sweet smile and everything falls into place, peacefully and easily. Loving you makes my life make sense. It completes the puzzle of my soul.

There is nothing more beautiful than this love I feel for you, my true love. And so I am here at this place I never believed existed; created by the simple tone of your voice and the love in your laughter. I have crossed over into a love only designed in dreams and written about by the world’s most cherished poets. Your love has awakened me and moved me across time to spend my life loving you.  

I love you with all that I was.  

I love you with all that I am.  


Wednesday, January 13, 2016


Dear Love,

You're always lighting up my heart with the things you do and say. I feel so happy just being 
with you this way. You're my love  and will forever be my love. You will always be the love of 
my life. Every time I think of you my heart misses a beat. You're my theme for a dream.
Every moment we share together we grow closer. I'm simply hanging by a moment, waiting 
to see you again. 
I thought after you left, you would fade away from my mind, but...... still 
everyday I wake up dreaming of our time together. I will never forget you. I hope you still 
think of me too. I love you with all that I am, all that I was and all that I will ever be.
Please know that my love and I are inseparable and I would want it no other way and 
if time could express my love for you then it's forever and a day, I can't wait to be with you, 
see your smile, look in your eyes, hear your perfect words and laugh with you in the perfect 
relationship...... the way I feel about you some people call it crazy, some call it insane, 
but I call it true love.
I will never forget the time I looked into your eyes; it was at that very moment I knew I 
wanted to spend the rest of my life with you. In your eyes I saw everything I needed to 
know. Things have not been easy. We've had our ups and downs but, through it all, I do 
know what we have is so very real.
Honey........ I know it is difficult for you, as it is for me, to be separated for so long. 
Life seems to be full of trials of this type which test our inner strength, and more importantly, 
our devotion and love one another. After all, it is said that " True Love" is boundless and
 immeasurable and overcomes all forms of adversity. In truth, if it is genuine, it will grow 
stronger with each assault upon its existence.
Dear......the longer I am away from you, the greater is my yearning to be with you.... I cherish 
any though of you, prize any memory of you that rises from the depths of my mind.
Until that moment arrives, I send to you across the miles, my tender love, my warm embrace, 
and my most passionate love. is not JUST finding someone to live with, 
it's finding someone you can't live without too.

Love always....


Wednesday, October 17, 2012

LOVE LETTER -LI- ( For Everybody who was fall inlove )


I’m sorry and I know saying I’m sorry is getting old.  It’s just words can’t express how I’m feeling right now.  I wish I could take back everything I did because I really felt like we had something special.  Everything we had is worth fighting for.  For the first time in my life, I found a guy that did not let me control them and I love that.  For awhile, I began noticing everything I hate about you like your attitude when you’re mad, your oblivion as to how all of your actions affected me, and the fact that you don’t spoil me…. but as I sit here trying to hide my tears because I am so ashamed of my actions, I realize that all of those things I hate about you just makes me want to love you more.   If you hate me I understand.  I deserve that.  I don’t know what the hell I was thinking.  But I know getting through the rest of this life without someone like you in my life will be the worst punishment ever. 
I pray you find it in your heart to forgive me.  I swear I never wanted to hurt you.  You were right about me.  I am afraid.  I’m afraid of someone loving me so much and that I’ll never be able to do right by them.  There is no excuse for my actions baby.  I know this.  I’m a weak little baby  that does not know how to act when opportunities present themselves.  But I promise, if I can just have you as at least a friend, I’ll earn your trust again.  If you have any love left for me, please return my calls or texts or write me a long email and say everything that’s on your heart and mind.  Contrary to my actions, I do believe we have a love worth fighting for and I’ll fight as long as I have to.  

The truth will be revealed, when the times come and telling you ...why I did the bad things to you and become a mad person instead a lovely lady.


Thursday, July 5, 2012

LOVE LETTER -L- ( For Everybody who was fall inlove )

Dear ,
But there’s something missing. We both know it and been avoiding this moment but the time has come. You know what I mean. We need to break up.
This has been coming on for a long time. We just don’t communicate like we used to. Heck, here I am writing this to you instead of just speaking to you in person, what does that say about us? Look no one did anything wrong, it obviously just wasn’t meant to be. So let’s skip the blame and let me just express my sincere appreciation for you.
I admire you for your sense of confidence and self esteem. You always seem so cool and in control and I look at you in awe. You are more intelligent than anyone I know and it goes beyond the normal book smarts, you have real world common sense. You understand the world and people and always know the right thing to do. And then you do that right thing. You are such a good and beautiful person. Thank you for allowing me to see your lovely soul and for sharing so much of yourself with me. You will make someone really happy someday. I want you to know you deserve a person who will see you as I see you every day, as the most incredible human being alive and a jewel that should be cherished and protected to allow it to shine.
I made a choice to finally let go, because I can't stand the pain, it’s time for my last tear to fall and smile again. So, from now on just remember that, I could've been the best thing you ever had. While I was holding on all you did was let go.
Today was just one of those days where everything I did reminded me of you and every song I heard somehow related to you. I hate days like today, because they remind me of the one thing I don't have. It’s really painful to say goodbye to someone that you don't want to let go but its even more painful to ask someone to stay if they never wanted to stay.
I'm going to smile, because I want to make you happy, laugh, so you won't see me cry. I'm going to let you go in style, and even if it killed me, I'm going to smile.
I hate the way I could never hate you. Love is putting up with someone's bad qualities because they somehow complete you. Life sucks a lot of the time, right? But you know, if you can get through a heart break, you can get through almost anything.
One day you'll look back, and think...damn! She really love did love me ... Time and time again I forgave you again you. I've forgiven you for things that I swore to myself I'd never forgive someone for.... and here you are, still hurting me, and I still forgave you.
One day you'll look back, and you'll see've missed out on a lot ....

Sunday, April 1, 2012

LOVE LETTER -XLIX- ( For Everybody who was fall inlove )


Life is so unpredictable. Changes always come along, in big or small ways. I don't know what happened that this sudden change has turned my world upside down.
I don't know exactly what it is, it just hit me, but there is something really special about you.

It might be all the things I see on the surface, the things that everyone notices and admires about you, qualities, capabilities and a wonderful smile obviously connected to a warm and loving heart; these things set you apart from everyone else. But it may also be the big things ... the person you really are that I hope to know more someday. And it might also be the little things ... the way you walk and all your actions. I receive so much joy just being able to see a smile in your eyes. If I ever figure out the magic that makes you so special, I'd probably find out that it's a combination of all these things. You are a rare combination of so many special things. You are really amazing.

Inside of me there is a place where my sweetest dreams reside, where my highest hopes are kept alive, where my deepest feelings are felt and where my favorite memories are safe and warm. I find that you're on my mind more often than any other thought. Sometimes I bring you there purposely just to make my day brighter. But more often, you surprise me and find your own ways into my thoughts. There are even times when I awaken, I realize that you've been a part of my dreams. Then during the day, when my imagination is free to run, it takes me into your arms and allows me to linger there knowing there's nothing I'd rather do. I know my thoughts are only reflecting the loving hopes of my heart because whenever they wander, they always take me to you.

Only the most special things in my world get to come inside my heart and stay. And now, I realize how deeply my life has been touched by you.

Love Always,


Saturday, January 28, 2012

LOVE LETTER -XLVIII- ( For Everybody who was fall inlove )

Dear ,

Oh, where do I begin? Honey, you’re great. You’re more than great, you are wonderful. And we’ve had some really good times together, some good laughs, funny moments and touching memories.

There are those times when you feel like nothing could possibly go your way. You hate knowing that, the one person so special to you doesn’t feel even a fraction of the emotions that seep from you and you wish that there was a way to tell, and fear losing the friendship between us.

And the way I treats you is destroying you. I make you feel like you mean so much to me. I hold such a vulnerable thing captive and that thing is your heart. I so close to breaking it but so close to setting you free you’re willing to risk it. It hurts to be so torn between so many emotions. I wish it could all just stop. I know that you’re happy and I want you to know that, when you’re happy, I’m happy, because I would do anything for you, because you mean so much to me. It hurts me to know to know that the one thing that brought a smile to my face and made me happy is gone.

I only want to know, if you would have ever made me an option? You want me to tell you the honest truth? Yeah..? Well here it is…I dream about you every night. I spend endless afternoons thinking about you. Some days, I don’t think about you at all, but that’s rare, because I usually don’t go a minute without thinking about you, or seeing you in my mind.

When a first time I meet you, I though you would be different. For a few minutes you made me feel as though I actually meant something to someone. I am sorry I can’t be that person for you. Thank you for teaching me to trust my instincts, you were the first person to show me my own truth. I don’t lie any more as you can probably tell from all of this.

Your true LOVE


Thursday, November 24, 2011

LOVE LETTER -XLVII- ( For Everybody who was fall inlove )

Dear honey,

My dearest love, today I sat and thought, with every breath I took, of only you. I remember when we first got together like it was yesterday. Two people in two different worlds, I just sat here and was all alone, not knowing what life had in store for me..
And then an opening of the door and there you stand, a man with a heart the size of the heavens above.
One day lead to the next, and then days turned into months and months turned into years and almost three years......our love still there without knowing where it's can be...

Today, you are so far away and I'm not being able to hold you, kiss you, or even able to tell you I love you every day, as we go through the hardest thing we have ever had to go through in all the years we have been together. Yes, I miss you and can't wait till you come home to be able to wrap my arms around you and hold you close to my heart. Days go by and nights get longer. It makes me stronger and stronger. I just want you to know that I will be here as long as it will take;
one thing I want you to know is I love you and you will forever be in my heart.

Love you......