Wednesday, January 13, 2016
this way. You're my love and will forever be my love. You will always be the love of
my life. Every time I think of you my heart misses a beat. You're my theme for a dream.
I thought after you left, you would fade away from my mind, but...... still
everyday I wake up dreaming of our time together. I will never forget you. I hope you still
think of me too. I love you with all that I am, all that I was and all that I will ever be.
Wednesday, October 17, 2012
Thursday, July 5, 2012
Sunday, April 1, 2012
Saturday, January 28, 2012
Oh, where do I begin? Honey, you’re great. You’re more than great, you are wonderful. And we’ve had some really good times together, some good laughs, funny moments and touching memories.
There are those times when you feel like nothing could possibly go your way. You hate knowing that, the one person so special to you doesn’t feel even a fraction of the emotions that seep from you and you wish that there was a way to tell, and fear losing the friendship between us.
And the way I treats you is destroying you. I make you feel like you mean so much to me. I hold such a vulnerable thing captive and that thing is your heart. I so close to breaking it but so close to setting you free you’re willing to risk it. It hurts to be so torn between so many emotions. I wish it could all just stop. I know that you’re happy and I want you to know that, when you’re happy, I’m happy, because I would do anything for you, because you mean so much to me. It hurts me to know to know that the one thing that brought a smile to my face and made me happy is gone.
I only want to know, if you would have ever made me an option? You want me to tell you the honest truth? Yeah..? Well here it is…I dream about you every night. I spend endless afternoons thinking about you. Some days, I don’t think about you at all, but that’s rare, because I usually don’t go a minute without thinking about you, or seeing you in my mind.
When a first time I meet you, I though you would be different. For a few minutes you made me feel as though I actually meant something to someone. I am sorry I can’t be that person for you. Thank you for teaching me to trust my instincts, you were the first person to show me my own truth. I don’t lie any more as you can probably tell from all of this.
Your true LOVE
Thursday, November 24, 2011
My dearest love, today I sat and thought, with every breath I took, of only you. I remember when we first got together like it was yesterday. Two people in two different worlds, I just sat here and was all alone, not knowing what life had in store for me..
And then an opening of the door and there you stand, a man with a heart the size of the heavens above.
One day lead to the next, and then days turned into months and months turned into years and almost three years......our love still there without knowing where it's can be...
Today, you are so far away and I'm not being able to hold you, kiss you, or even able to tell you I love you every day, as we go through the hardest thing we have ever had to go through in all the years we have been together. Yes, I miss you and can't wait till you come home to be able to wrap my arms around you and hold you close to my heart. Days go by and nights get longer. It makes me stronger and stronger. I just want you to know that I will be here as long as it will take;
one thing I want you to know is I love you and you will forever be in my heart.
Sunday, October 30, 2011
When I am with you, I never want to leave.
I just don't think I can tell you that enough..
The sun rises and sets, the day passes and you follow the bent of your
inclination to a certain extent, you have no conception of the quantity
of miserable feeling that passes through me in a day.
you can do it with a crystal conscience.
live down your cheek, and die on your lips.
You have no idea how good it feels to weak up every morning
knowing you are mine and I am yours. You were my strength when I was weak,
you were my voice when I couldn't speak, you were my eyes when I couldn't see;
you saw the best there was in me.
pull me and tell me to stay, hold my hand, kiss my lips, look me in the eyes.
You can close your eyes to things you don't want to see,
but you can't close your heart to the things you don't want to feel.
And I will say my life, and you will walk away not knowing that YOU are MY LIFE...