Sunday, June 27, 2010

LOVE LETTER -XXV- ( For Everybody who was fall inlove )

Dear Fir.......

I didn't realize until now just how badly I mishandled our relationship and my feelings for you. By being apart, I quickly learned that you were everything I ever wanted and by being so afraid of losing you, I ended up chasing you away by scaring the heck out of you. It wasn't until now that I've realized that instead of complaining about the time I didn't have with you, I should've cherished the time I did have, because it was real and filled with affection. I didn't realize until now ....

I was never alone when we were apart, because just as you were on my mind, I was likely on yours. It wasn't until now that I've realized how special it was to hear your voice even just once a day, let alone several times a day, instead of pouting that you may have fallen asleep without calling first.HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR....and I will never forget you. I hope you still think of me too.....

What I do miss is the feeling behind the way you always stared at me and kissed my hand in the car. The way we looked into each other's eyes and spoke without saying a word. The way you trusted me with your heart and I trusted you with mine. The way you wrote I love you on a steamy window or mirror only to show up again and again for me to see when we were apart. The way you signed to me that you loved me or snuck a kiss or hug in while the pupil weren't watching. The way we wrestled while tickling each other. honey, I could go on and on but you know what I'm saying. Yes, it's the little things I miss the most. The little things that I so recklessly took for granted. All the other was purely a bonus that I overreacted on, eventually destroying "Us."

The promise I made to you is a promise that I will keep forever no matter what. You will always hold a special place in my heart. Even though I'm here and a thousand miles a part, I seem to end up with you. You've set the bar very high for me and that's a good thing because I refuse to settle for less than the standard you've set. I so applaud you for making that move because at the very least, I regained a friend. One that means the world to me.

Before I close I want to sincerely say one last thing straight from my heart .. I realize now what I miss the very most is you!

Forever my love,


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