LOVE LETTER -XXXV- ( For Everybody who was fall inlove )
No doubt you know by this time that I'm playing this little game of love in earnest. The single thought of the days I've wasted makes me want for you more and more, and I'm smiling through my tears to think of all those years I've needed your sympathy. You've been my guide to light and my inspiration and of all things that have been my pleasures, there is not a single one which I would not give up for the one I love
My only thoughts are of what I can do to make you happy, to allay your fears and restore your faith and love and trust in me and for me.The more I love you though the more I fear losing you. I have no idea the thoughts, feelings and memories that haunt you and keep you from loving me the way that I want and need you to. I only know that what ever it is that effects you so deeply must be real and profound and that only you can work through what is confusing you so. But know that I am here for you a new and changed... ready to give you everything I have in my heart and soul to help you.
I have looked inside myself to see who I am, what I want and what kind of future that I want...For better for worse, in sickness and in health till death do us part, I believe in that, I am committed to that. I will honor it gladly, happily with love and passion. You are what I want - what I need. In my eyes the sun rises and sets with you, you color my world and bring joy to me..
Dear...you are my world, I am lost without you, I am a rudderless ship floating on stormy seas without you in my life. I love you so, so very much. My desire and lust for you burns hotter than the fire of the sun. When I look at you I see so much handsome, natural and sensuality. For me, that will never change - I promise. If you let me and teach me, I will be the lover that you deserve. I receive so much pleasure and satisfaction when I see you smile or when you're happy and I know I had something to do with that happiness.
I will spend the rest of my life as the happiest woman on earth - simply by making you happy. I love you always and forever.