LOVE LETTER -XXXVI- ( For Everybody who was fall inlove )

Honey...

I was on my way to bed and wanted to write you a little note. Thank you so much for having so much faith in me and in us as a couple. Thank you for making me a better person, and for giving your heart to me and opening up so much.I love you so much, and can't wait to be with you again. I want to give you my heart and soul.

Hey, Honey ... I miss you. I'm just here thinking about you, like I always do. I hope you're as happy as me; Sunday is almost here again. I just want you to know how much I love you.Ever since the first time I heard you on the phone and heard your cute voice, I miss you every second of my life.

The perfect thought is us together forever. The sweetest word is your name. And the greatest thing is your love. Every silent prayer that has left my mind, all the empty words that have left my mouth and chased my lips, and all the lonely tears that have escaped my eyes have made me who I am, one to love you more. All the times I felt I've found the one, and all the times I've mourned over a bleeding heart, all the times I've given it all I've got is are as many as I have found my face in the mud.

All the times we fight feels like we're gambling our lives. I hope we never lose. I love you so much, those five words I tell you so much can't have more meaning than anything else ever possibly could. I love you with all my faults and all my achievements. I love you with all that I am. I love you for who you are. I hope in the quietest of the night when I whisper out to you you know just what to do. You listen to hear my voice echoing how much I love you.

Love Always.......

-LOVE FOREVER-

LOVE LETTER -XXXV- ( For Everybody who was fall inlove )

My Dearest.....

No doubt you know by this time that I'm playing this little game of love in earnest. The single thought of the days I've wasted makes me want for you more and more, and I'm smiling through my tears to think of all those years I've needed your sympathy. You've been my guide to light and my inspiration and of all things that have been my pleasures, there is not a single one which I would not give up for the one I love

My only thoughts are of what I can do to make you happy, to allay your fears and restore your faith and love and trust in me and for me.The more I love you though the more I fear losing you. I have no idea the thoughts, feelings and memories that haunt you and keep you from loving me the way that I want and need you to. I only know that what ever it is that effects you so deeply must be real and profound and that only you can work through what is confusing you so. But know that I am here for you a new and changed... ready to give you everything I have in my heart and soul to help you.

I have looked inside myself to see who I am, what I want and what kind of future that I want...For better for worse, in sickness and in health till death do us part, I believe in that, I am committed to that. I will honor it gladly, happily with love and passion. You are what I want - what I need. In my eyes the sun rises and sets with you, you color my world and bring joy to me..

Dear...you are my world, I am lost without you, I am a rudderless ship floating on stormy seas without you in my life. I love you so, so very much. My desire and lust for you burns hotter than the fire of the sun. When I look at you I see so much handsome, natural and sensuality. For me, that will never change - I promise. If you let me and teach me, I will be the lover that you deserve. I receive so much pleasure and satisfaction when I see you smile or when you're happy and I know I had something to do with that happiness.

I will spend the rest of my life as the happiest woman on earth - simply by making you happy. I love you always and forever.

-LOVEFOREVER-

LOVE LETTER -XXXIV- ( For Everybody who was fall inlove )

Honey...

When I met you, my life could not have been in a worse state. My heart had been broken too many times to count and life just didn't seem worth living anymore. Then you came along. From the first time I laid eyes on you, I knew that you would be someone that would make me smile again. You had such a warm, soft look on your face that I knew there was comfort and friendship in your heart. We started out as friends and you were the rock I needed in my life. I soon began to realize that what I was feeling for you was more than a friendship... something so overwhelming and wonderful that I couldn't even believe it myself. You opened my heart to new and wonderful things! You showed me what love really is and showed me that I was worth loving.

I know that things between us went terribly wrong. I want to fix them. I am not pointing fingers or placing blame on anyone. I just want to fix them.

So, I try to let you go and my heart aches because I can feel the pain and the confusion...I also feel the pain of letting go what could have been the best thing in my life, but you see, I can't do it anymore ... tried it too many times before. You know what the saddest part is? I am willing to live with the pain of never knowing what could have been than risk my heart ever again.Does that mean that we stopped loving each other? Absolutely not. You're a very special soul in my life and you will always continue to be. I love you with all my being and I accept that we are now traveling down different paths in our lives, but my love for you will always remain constant and my past of you will be relived in my dreams. Though our roads are different, our paths will always cross and maybe someday in the future, our roads will meet and we will travel down the same path once again, until then my sweet love ... in my heart is where you always reside.

I miss you so much. I know that you are going to some where soon and I am dreading it. I am scared I will never see your sweet face again. I will be praying for your safe return.I am praying that you will come to see me again. Until then I will keep trying and hoping for the best. What and who I always thought you were is not what or who you have become or are becoming. I only hope and pray that the journey you are on of self discovery includes me when you reach the end of that journey.

Well, I just wanted to let you know that you are never far from my heart or mind; I still love you and I will forever miss my "Bam" until God helps our paths to cross once more, I still love you.

Love Always,

LOVEFOREVER

LOVE LETTER -XXXIII- ( For Everybody who was fall inlove )

Dear Love,

I write in short, something I have saved in my heart....I need some time and give it to you. You know, the time we spent together were the most beautiful moments I could live and still remains a lot to remember, and I'm ready for those moments, regardless of the pain that some of them may cause.

I just know that everything will be worth it if it's being and remain at your side. I tell you, how pleasant it is for me today to tell you how much I love you, looking into your eyes, and do not grieve for a love that is not for me anymore,
and that is much more than a love story. Any history will be similar to this that we live....you and me, because the actors are different, and principles as well, but those who knew and know love, understand that my love for you is unconditional that will support you in every moment of your life, but above all those who find no comfort and need to flood my shoulder, because I'll be there without hesitation, to give comfort and a hug, and ask that even the worst do not give up.

But do not tie you to my heart, because I let you fly so that from the top you can choose what is best for you.Would be happy if I come back to choose whatever around you, but glad to see you happy if not, I..who decide to choose. I just see you smile, and know that you're happy, I just have to see your eyes full of sweetness for know that you really love me.I just know there's someone in my world for my heart, and that someone you certainly are.

I have no money to give you what material that you yearn, but I have a heart full give it to you to treasure for you, with projects and hopes, with promises to keep, with a sleep latency, that is to have you forever without making you suffer. And if that happens, keep in mind, never thought of it, I just wanted to see you smile forever, bad move was present. For that, and if it happens, I ask you to apologize to my heart by love as I love, having lost the battle and Having A never failed. I ask you to excuse me if I hurt you, because it never I thought of yourself, I just want that life for more and more joys, as you gave me your love your soul at the first day we meet.

Love is not destiny...but our meeting is destiny..wrote by Allah...and LOVE not a sin.. LOVE is a miracle word for everyone who can understand what LOVE is...

Love always........

LOVE LETTER -XXXII- ( For Everybody who was fall inlove )

Dear Fir...

My heart is just overflowing with joy this morning. I had the most wonderful time with you. I think that you are an AMAZING man. Why? Your look warms my heart. Your touch makes it quiver . Being close to you fills my heart with contentment. Touching and caressing you,in completely innocent ways, comfort me and my heart. Feeling your gentle touch on my lips made me feel desired. Feeling you gently touch my face
made me feel loved. Gently touching your face filled me with an ever increasing longing for you. Gently touching your lips filled with an ever increasing passion for you.You have filled my heart with untold joy and happiness. That is why I think that you are AMAZING, because you make me feel AMAZING.

Just like the past few years, I think that was the perfect year at the perfect time. I don't think that it was an accident, when I knowing you in that time.I don't think meeting at this time.... in our lives was an accident. I don't think that we are an accident lover. I think that someone ( Allah ) is looking out for us. I think that we have been brought together at this time in our lives for something very special.

Loving you is the greatest thing in my life and I'm really thankful for that. Do you know that I've fallen deeply for you? "We'll love forever," that's what I always think, and it really melts my heart. I've tried many times to let go of this relationship, but every time when I think of it, I could feel thousands and thousands of needles pricking my heart; it hurts, it really hurts. It's not because we don't love each other, it's just that I'm too late.

For the past a few years, we laughed, we cried, we've been through lots of stuff, the more arguments we had, the closer we got. It has gotten to the extent whereby I cannot live without you by my side; I cannot imagine life without you, it's horrible. I'm not sure what will happen but one thing I'm sure of is that the smile that I used to have will no longer be there.

"Life won't be easy without you by my side, all the times you make things right. And I would forgo everything for you, would you too or would you even cry for me? Yes..of course. And I, I'm still loving you, no matter where it takes me to ... for as long as I can be by your side. And I, I'm still missing you, I will give my all to you, 'cause I know you're true ...............

I'm not the best girlfriend in the world, but I'm just a girlfriend who loves you very much. Hope you can really understand how I feel for you. As long as the river touches the sand, my love for you will never end.

-LOVEFOREVER-

LOVE LETTER -XXXI- ( For Everybody who was fall inlove )

Dear Fir...

I have given all my love to you, but what do I get in return? A broken heart......????...Or along life happiness...??? I gave you my life and do you know you will killed me day by day when I get loss your LOVE..??

I have given you my heart, and one day in the future do you will stomp on it like a doormat.....????I have given you my dignity and do you took advantage of my broken heart and played with my emotions..???I gave you all the trust and do you misused it..??If you ask me what I wish..I could make things happen as what I want..in my life...I want to be with you and I hope this nightmare to be over..

I want to cry and scream...I want to tell you mostly and I hate that I'm so afraid of everything..I hate that you're the one thing, I want the most but I cant have you.I hate that you let me go before I got to say goodbye and wish that you would come back to me.I wish I were strong enough to say goodbye to you and I wish I could believe my own lies I use to cover up the pain you left...You asked me....If I can leave you....If I can forget you.....Honestly ....I can't leave you in fact of my LOVE............

I know ....when that things happen ....I want to sleep but my dreams haunt me with you in them....I can't seem to find a way out...What should I do...?? How do I stop this misery...????How do I solve this mystery..???....I know I can't find anyone to make me feel the way you do...The way you look at me...the way you say my name...the sound of your voice when you tell me that you care....I love you so much that why I think I'm going to die with this pain that haunts day and night......How can I forget you ...???? If the only LOVE I know is you....How can I move on..?? If life is not the same without you...I want to brake free and move on but I think I’ll be doing something wrong.....

I want to loose my memory so I no longer think of you...I want to go so far ..so I no longer have to see you.....
And that time I want to pull my aching heart and tear it piece by piece....So I no longer love you.....
How do I mend a broken heart...??...My entire world has fallen apart...How do I find hope in a brand new day...when the one I LOVE has gone away...??My mind overflows with memories of you...of all that we've shared, all that we knew.I long for your touch and your warm embrace, the look in your eyes, the smile on your face...I know..I will cry for all that miss......My heart knows to love only you, it won't let go, what do I do...???

Our moments together were precious and few, but I cherished them all more than you knew...
I LOVE you and always will....I LOVE you then and LOVE you still....................

Just once more to feel whole...show me you love me....whole heartedly and undoubtedly....
Give me reason to believe...that we were meant to be....
Give me hope and understanding...these are just some of what I need.....

LOVE ME AS YOU CAN BE...
YOUR...HEART...
-LOVEFOREVER-

LOVE LETTER -XXX- ( For Everybody who was fall inlove )

Dear Fir...

I notice how, when I'm around you, you aren't your usual cheery self. I don't think you need a person like me in your life right now, you really need to worry about your future and it doesn't look like I'll be a part of it, and I just bring you down.

We have both gone through so much in our lives; we've both been hurt and have lost trust in others, but I ask you to give me a chance as I give you one. I don't ask for much, only for you to love me as I am and not to hurt me as I would not hurt you. I only wish to be by your side and with no one else.

This is the letter I'll never send to you. What's left of my heart is in this letter, and if only it were as easy as to give you this letter, I would. I never knew love until I knew you. I shared with you my mind, heart, and soul. We shared a feeling so deep that simply cannot be put into words. We shared our lives together; through family, God, our dreams, passions, goals in life, through love.

Whenever i open my eyes, there's always you in my mind and heart. Day and night without you, makes me to run away, but i can't. Even though sadness and desperation are with me all the time, i always hope that you would come back for me. Darling, i apologized to you a thousand times, just like the earth expecting rains to come down during summer, like a light needed in the darkness. Didn't you remember whenever our hands joined in our path of love, and we feel the love together ? Didn't you heard the flowers in the garden whisper about my eternal love for you only ?
Our kiss shall be memorized among the lovers, whenever our lips unite in a love story.

I am on the edge of giving up. I know that we can’t be together anymore, but I can’t get rid of the feelings that I have for you. I long to lay down beside you and see your beautiful face and I can't seem to understand why I feel this way. Please try to understand me. Stop loving me so much. Knowing that you love me rips holes in my heart, because I know that soon we won’t be together. I want to believe you when you tell me that it will be okay. But I guess only time will tell.....

LOVE YOU ...MEAN EVERYTHING FOR ME...

NEVER ENDING LOVE.....

Never stop loving you...

-LOVEFOREVER-